sOuL-SeArChInG...

Lets get sentimental, shall we? Urm... maybe not too sentimental. Just looking for the definition of life. It's time that we look at the smaller things in life; things that you don't take much notice of... things that you thought were a waste of time... things that you tend to take for granted. For instance, when i look up at the vast blue sky, i'm more peaceful, calm, cool and contented. We don't take notice to the little things that could make life more precious and worthwhile. How bout a day out with nature? Have some colour in your life. How bout looking at the stars and the moon? Find that little thing that makes you feel happy... forget about the past, make the present worth and move on with the future. You might not know what the future holds for you, just put in a little effort and it will take you where you want to go. But if you don't strive to put some effort in, all i can say is that it will take you nowhere.

It's time that i dig deep into my heart and find what i really want to do with my life. Time to go for some soul-searching. I can't be blurry no more. Can't be fickle-minded anymore. Can't be in denial anymore. I need to take a stand, make a life decision. I don't have much time left. A few months more before the life-changing, decision-making time of my life. Might not be the biggest obstacle that i will have to face throughout my entire life, but... take one step at a time. It's my biggest obstacle now. How will i manage it? I am determined to fufill my parents' and teachers' expectations. Dad expects a minimum of 5As, Mom? I don't know bout her but she will definitely compare me with my cousin. Teacher? Hahaha... what a memorable chemistry tuition class i had today... received life lessons from my wise teacher. I felt like i have disappointed her, she felt that we have disappointed her. Yes, yes... there were scoldings but i truly understand that it was our fault. I have come to my senses now...

Nonetheless, this doesn't just concern me alone. This concerns everybody, especially SPM candidates of 2005. Whoa people! Lets get it over and done with... with flying colours of course! Weeeee.....!!!